This is the best for me =)

Actually I wanted to write "This is the best for us", but I think it's only for me because I know you don't even care. I know the last message you gave me just to say GoodBye even we didn't really make it clear enough. Somehow I still have a little hope which I know it definitely will never ever happen, yet I promise to myself will let it go slowly because I just can't do it fast. That's the problem when girls have the really bad habit of holding on for too long and boys have the bad habit of letting go too easily. It's also a problem when I can forgive everything you did and still want you back just because I'm really in love. Seriously, I hope that we still can be hi-bye friend if I really bumped into you next time even the chances are really really freakin low. I don't want too much because I can't make sure I can control myself not to fall for you all over again. You know what, I really wish if you could be the one that I thought when I first saw you. How I wish we didn't try to know each other deeper, because I can't handle the REAL you. And I really wanted to be with you when you pretend that I'm the only one. I actually like the YOU when we first met during the event. Not the one who is complicated, not the one who finally told me I am not the only girl you have. And I was like, finally you say it. =) I know too much more than you expect.

I know you don't care even if you know all this, because there are too many HOT GIRLS OUT THERE!!!

And you actually don't have any feelings? I really curious how can you just shut your fucking feeling up and not to care for others? How you actually did that? Telling all the lies and not feeling guilty? Being so fake and enjoy doing it? I want to learn it too. xD

I always wonder when are you going to be serious in relationship? When is the time you finally really finish playing?

Still, I don't want to thank you for what you gave me because it's all FAKE~! SO, you're gone now. I have my life back, and you have yours too. Bye.