speechless always

I think he totally ignores my message and what I've told him... -.- even he says OKAY... and still call me biao mei sometimes when I force him to do so? YOU ALWAYS IGNORES ME & MY WORDS. I hate you always giving me fake hope, and I still can fall back again and again. If I have the choice, I will choose to become your friend rather than your girlfriend. I think it's much better. SO, did I have the choice?


and yes, I told you "you" yourself is a big problem. But I forgot, myself is another big problem. I don't want to settle down actually, I'm not ready yet. I am ready at first, I always am before I meet you. Can I blame it on you? Because you are the one who teach me all of these... playing, have fun is the most matter things in life now. xD  I know I want you, still. But, it's really hard to want you when both of us doesn't trust each other. What's the point? Why the hell we can drag so long?

I'm sleepy right now... Try to update tomorrow... @@ Good nights.





Love you, S.

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