Sometimes I push you away, because i need you to pull me closer.

I really hate myself 99. How many times do I have to tell myself to give up, and how many times do I let him back? 

Realized that the more I want to let you go, the more I miss you >.< 

I miss you more than before, I think the feelings are getting stronger and stronger...

I think our relationship getting more and more complicated.

 I didn't answer your call at midnight, I actually thought you will call twice.

But I've mentioned, I don't know how to handle this kind of relationship. So STOP please.
Then I realized, you're still the same. 

I think I'm going insane, assignment really stressed me out.
* Don't you understand? What call truth, not cheat not lie... -.-

going crazy...